Currently Listening Funeral By Arcade Fire see related

i've got a crush and i forget how to not be so obvious about it.  hmmmm.....

but was i ever not obvious about it when i had a crush?

i'm also really horny (and if i thought i could be promiscuous) would just go out and get laid already).

anyway, too busy now.  somehow my part-time job has me working full-time.  and i've little time in which to do my school work.  eek!

there's a payless commercial that uses a highly inappropriate song in the background and it makes me laugh.  the louis xiv song about all the girls he wants to fuck.  but they only play 1 line of lyrics in it so unless you know the song, it seems fine.

today rocked, i guess. 

i'm way far behind in my readings already.  and that sucks.  and i'm crazy busy with school, research, internship and, now, job.

i work at banana republic.  in the men's section.  as a sales person.  which isn't so bad, until the day is over and i finally sit down and my feet start hurting.  and i remember this pain. 

but.... i made a $900 sale today which was awesome.  and a customer randomly told me i'm beautiful.  so i'm pretty happy. 

i gotta go buy pants tho so i have something to wear.  i forgot that when you don't wear jeans every day you have to actually own lots of pants. 

ok.  miss you all!

i've been thinking a lot lately.  about life, the universe, all that crap.  and about myself.  and who i am.  what do I like to do?  what are MY interests?  i've felt so meaningless and uninterested in everything lately and i'm tired of it.  i miss knowing what I want to do on a friday night.  whether or not I want to see something or go somewhere.  for the past couple of weeks/months/years i've become so indecisive and unsure of myself. 

going out with my friends last week was so great.  i had so much fun with my girls and i'm so glad i got to see cindy and jeremy twice (too bad not on new years, again, tho).  they seem so happy, i felt bad tuppers kept pestering jeremy.  my friends are getting married and engaged and i'm befuddled.  i can't imagine being married at this point in my life - i couldn't imagine being married and unable to rent a car without the young driver fee. it's a ridiculous concept and yet i'm a little jealous.  maybe it's the girl in me. 

CONGRATULATIONS to Tuppers and Jim!!! i'm so happy they're engaged!!!  love is great, huh?  i'm so excited!  i can't believe they've only been together for 3 years!! 

holidays are hard.  especially when there's work to do.  guess who's pulling an all-nighter tonight? again.  ME!!!  i've got to write a 5-6page paper that's due tomorrow - about Grand Central Terminal. 

then on sunday i have to email the first 5 pages of my horror paper on Sleepaway Camp.  and on monday the MALS newsletter is supposed to be finished - and i still have to do the last interview.  \

oh, and i'm chaperoning a shul-in on saturday night.  how fun?

it's a crazy busy next couple of weeks.  hopefully i'll get through it. 

Currently Listening Daisies of the Galaxy By Eels see related

getting ready to see Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire tonight - i have to meet sarah in 45 minutes.  so so so so excited!!!   best part though - it's free!

Rent opens next week and i wanna go see it opening night.  put out an email to the stony brook folks since i'll be out there (almost) in huntington and i'd love to see it at the island 16.

i wish i'd gotten more done this weekend.  i've got a lot of reading and writing to do in the next 4 1/2 weeks.  oy...

saw Sarah Silverman:  Jesus is Magic with sam (from the press) on friday night.  that was so funny.  i totally want to see it again.  totally want to own it.  totally want to be funny like ss.

when i get home tonight i've got Gidget and Friday the 13th to watch.  and a sink full of dishes to do.  oy...